We broke up. She left. I moved. A lot has happened and all I really want to do is be able to catch up with myself. I feel hurried and lost. I want to be more creative. I feel it might hold importance as I rebuild who I am. Maybe for the first time since I originally left home so long ago. In any regard, the me who I had created and established for the purpose of being a couple is dead. I need to discover who I am now. Especially because that storm picked me up and set me down in a vastly different place. Will I draw any more? Will I write more now? Will I ever get published? I don't know.
I have ideas for role playing games, settings, comic books. I feel as if life is getting in the way of my creative aspirations. I need a breakthrough.